Monday, October 26, 2009

Nancy Mairs makes a jail break





















I'm Free!


"...we treat our bodies as subordinates, inferior in moral status. Open association with them shames us. In fact, we treat our bodies with very much the same distances and ambivalence women have traditionally received from men in our culture" (Nancy Mairs, "Carnal Acts," 393)


Until reading this piece, I never realized how disconnected my mind is from my body, nor had I realized that this separation was purposefully constructed by myself. I don't know if it was because I am a woman with superfluous weight and have disregarded my body because of its inadequacies and embraced my mind because of its adaptive faculties, but this division exists. Because Mairs is coming from the perspective of a person with a disability, writing my own case off as circumstantial doesn't seem to make the cut.

Mairs identifies as a person with disability, and in other writings, embraces "cripple" as an apt description for her body. She works out the dissonances between mind and body within her essay, so that her process of rediscovering and embracing her mind/body connection is evidence against the folly of mind/body separatism.

Surprisingly, I find Miars's conclusion liberating because connecting her mind and body does not hinder Mairs, but empowers her. While I'm guessing Mairs would make no claim about being a motivator, so to speak, that she embraces (rather than "overcomes") her disability demonstrates that physical diffrences are not hindrances, but differences, they just are. It's like an existential leg limp, or existential cellulite.

So...it's pretty awesome.

Wednesday, October 7, 2009

on "Killing Us Softly 3"

I usually disregard sexism in ads as old news. I've been deconstructing that stuff since middle school, so instead of getting angry with ads, I just ignore them. This presentation, however, showed me some new things. Watch for yourself:

killing us softly 3


Particularly disturbing are the children in the ads. Reminds me of being a girl, and never being allowed to play GI Joes. Instead of being an awesomely heroic soldier, I got to style Barbie's hair.

I should be thankful though. Since I didn't fit the social norm for girl-hood, I stepped out of society and learned to read. Now, literacy and education enable me, as an adult, to fight back. I should want to dip into some invitational rhetoric about now, but I don't want to. I want to go all conversion rhetoric with advertisers and mass media. Anybody else?

Sunday, October 4, 2009

Read Along

Two weeks ago, we watched the documentary Paris is Burning (from here on known as PIB) and read some commentary related to the film. You can watch the film on youtube in 11 parts. The accompanying materials are bell hooks's "Is Paris Burning" and Judith Butler's "Gender is Burning: Questions of appropriation and Subversion." I'm going to run this entry a bit differntly, and have you read along with me as I try to decipher Butler's essay. I read the article for class, but I don't understand it, so here is my semi-annotated commentary.

She opens with two epigraphs, one from Louis Althusser, and one from Nietzsche. Niet is the existential atheist, right? Let's do some research. From wikipedia on Althusser:
Althusser's theory of ideology, as well as Marx, draws on Freud's and Lacan's concepts of the unconscious and mirror-phase respectively, and describes the structures and systems that enable the concept of the self. These structures, for Althusser, are both agents of repression and inevitable - it is impossible to escape ideology; to not be subjected to it.
That makes sense in the scope of PIB because the categories the balls use correspond to conventional walks/characters in societies. The contestants in a particular category are rated on their "realness," so they are rated on how well they embrace or reflect that category's ideology. Very often the categories can be a culmination of what ball participants are NOT (straight, white, middle, upper middle, upper class), yet they are influenced by those ideals and completely aware of how the outside world views them as gay minorities.
For Althusser, theoretical practice takes place entirely within the realm of thought, working upon theoretical objects and never coming into direct contact with the real object that it aims to know. On this view, the validity of knowledge is not guaranteed by its correspondence to something external to itself; because Marx's historical materialism is a science, it contains its own internal methods of proof. It is therefore not governed by interests of society, class, ideology or politics, and is distinct from the economic superstructure.
I'm not sure how yet, but this sounds important. Moving on, wikipedia on Nietzsche has way too much to consume at this time. My basic impression is that he doesn't like religion and values the individual, but acknowledges that an individual does not exist in a vacuum. Yay, that's like Lacan, and I understand him.

First vocab word: interpellation,
  • "the process by which ideology addresses the (abstract) pre-ideological individual thus effectively producing him or her as subject proper."
  • "specifically involves the moment and process of recognition of interaction with the ideology at hand"
  • to identify or be identified with the particular ideology
That's what happens in PIB! The contestants take on the persona of the category! Interpellation!

Butler quote: "The force of repetition in language may be the paradoxical condition by which a certain agency--not linked to a fiction of the ego as a master of circumstance--is derived from the impossibility of choice." This reminds me of Kramerae and the failure of language to represent women. It also applies to PIB in that ball participants do not have a niche in society so they interpellate the ideology that surrounds them (and that interpellation becomes ball ideology later in the film).

Vocab word: chiasmic, or chiasmus, "two or more clauses are related to each other through a reversal of structures in order to make a larger point; that is, the clauses display inverted parallelism"

Butler says that the gab between identity and ideology is a place for renegotiating that relationship. She also echoes Lacan in that the self is constructed by ideology and the self. At this "nexus" negotiation can occur. She claims that drag may not be a subversion but another way of aggravating the social gender norms already in place, but there is some ambivalence because the structures aren't natural (perhaps?).

Butler argues against hooks, claiming that defining gender requires the use of a set of norms, and one cannot absorb a new set of norms without losing something in the process. Basically, Butler states that equating cross dressing with misogyny misrepresents cross dressers and is a sort of colonialism in reverse--that male homosexuality is the result of a man having a bad experience with women, which isn't what PIB is about. For Butler PIB is a demonstration of negotiating between the established gender roles that do not work for ball participants. Drag questions "normativity." The ball "exposes the norms that regulate realness as themselves." They are positing that gender/sex is a construction!

Also, Livingston herself, as the filmmaker is constructing a reality for her audience, and that reality for us is different from the reality the contestants experience. Butler closes with some commentary on language and semiotics, stuff that still confuses me. But the point here is to connect her chosen epigraphs with her commentary on PIB. Basically, Butler says that all these labels the ball contestants play with are socialized norms, and the toying around happens with categories other than race. So, the contestants in PIB negotiate on the continuum to demonstrate the ambivalence gender, race, class, occupation, etc. carry